olivia(:

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desperate!

Tuesday, November 24, 2009 11:52

for money!
mum seriously not giving me money le.
good thing i earned a bit the last 2 months, so i'm digging into savings now, haiz.
as for the taiwan trip expenses next year, i'm on my own too.
I WANNA WORK!

on another note:
THE A LEVELS ARE UNOFFICIALLY OVER!
left one stupid bio mcq paper in like, wad, 10 days? outrageous
but still, i'm super duper happy! :D:D:D

time to chillaxxxxx people
大家辛苦了
(:

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i'm back again!

Saturday, November 21, 2009 04:30

slept too early at 9pm
woke up at 2.30am
took a small trip down memory lane
now here i am blogging at 4.30am.

i dreamt that dream again, of what i used to hope would happen.
but for the first time ever, i chose to walk away.
i'm happy (:

i dug through my ahma's drawer. she used to live with us, but now she lives with another aunt at buangkok. anyway, she left a drawerful of stuff. looking through her stuff, i realised that ahma really had a hard life.

i saw a thick stack of business cards of the various jobs she's had all her life.
there was even a document showing her certification as a singaporean national. i saw this before, and i learnt that as a kid, ahma had been sold to malaysia. only when she was a teenager in 1982, that an uncle found her and brought her back. i feel so sad for my ahma.
and she'd kept her divorce cert here too.

on a sidenote, its kinda amazing to look at all those old official documents. it was all handwritten and there's a very vintage feel to it.
anyway here's my ahma when she was young! man, her face hasn't changed much, except for more wrinkles and slightly thinner hair...

and i was very touched when i saw this! she'd kept a note i had written back in primary school.
it says:

亲爱的外婆，
生日快乐，祝您身体健康，希望您过个好和开心的日子。也希望您也会像您妈妈一样，不会死的。
爱，
奥利华，叶哲铭和Lester。

hahas, what i meant was that i hoped she would live as long as ahzhor, who lived up to a whopping 90plus years if i'm not wrong - she passed away just about 2 years ago. i wrote it on behalf of my brother, cousin and myself. (note: not angmokia eric, this one is zaizai, who is now the scum of this earth who scams his family and gets into a shitload of trouble)

seeing all her stuff, i really wanted to cry (but of course i didn't).
i can't imagine life without ahma around. my mum is exactly like her, and i'm exactly like my mum. we're all boisterous females. right up to sec2, i could still cry if i thought of her dying one day. even now, ok i may not cry, but i will be on the verge of it. what saddening thoughts.

anyway, i think i'm back to active blogging - if i've actually been active before, that is. i'll probably start slacking off soon again.

changed my playlist there on the right!
has my current love-to-death song: SS501 - Love Like This
love it cuz its so darn catchy, and i think Kim Hyun Joong's short hair is very refreshinglly coooooool, and there's a super sexy dude! sexy in a cute way - jialin said i was weird but whatever la haha. i love their new look, 不是美男子了，现在走性感路线!
i know how to sing the chorus le, if u see me can ask me sing to you! i'd gladly do so! but if u laugh then i will knock your teeth out (:

and there's another song which i feel i can relate to very closely: 丁噹 - 猜不透
the mv starts off damn lorsor, it's the one that starts with a piano piece.
superb song. read the lyrics:

猜不透
你最近时好时坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
让试探为彼此的心上了锁

猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸是真的是热的

如果忽远忽近的洒脱
是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活

如果忽冷忽热的温柔
是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

that's exactly how i'd felt right before the break.
oh well that's past.

and another song: 丁噹 - 我爱他
it is 下一站幸福 de 片头曲... i think its okay, just like the tune

geh! 5plus le but i still batjiukimkim. sia la

shall go stalk SS501 hottie on youtube
last major challenge left is Bio App Paper... can't wait!

till the next mood comes, see ya! :D

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what the hell is up with suay dreams?

Saturday, September 05, 2009 14:36

after dreaming of my last day,

last night, i dreamt that i lost my i/c! AND my tutoring pay right after i got it!

what the hell, really!

are these suay dreams a forewarning of an onslaught of bad luck?

NOOOOOOOO!!!!

hai. feelin the blues today.

on another note, my dad was damn cute.

after scouring the cd sales, we were talking about bad cartoons, and my dad started GUSHING about...

that's right, PUCCA.

he was going on and on about how cute the ninja is.

how he absolutely isn't afraid of anything in the world, EXCEPT THIS GIRL who attempts to kiss him at every chance she gets.

and someting about the latest episode being a halloween thingy. then the ninja wasn't scared by any of the costumes and whatnot. but the moment h saw the girl dressed as a bride, he started sweating buckets. yeah, it was, i quote, "DAAAAAAAMN CUTE LAR".

i knew my dad was a sucker for cute things like babies and cartoons like Nemo and Lilo&Stitch, but i didn't think he'd go for Disney cartoons too. sheesh, talk about young at heart =.=

but, i still think my dad is cute, hahas!

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knock you down (:

Friday, September 04, 2009 16:45

yupyups, one of my favourite songs on my Touch now (:

actually, i only knew of this song through an awesome cover versio done by Cathy Nguyen on Youtube! nevermind that she looks kinda funny and has a lisp, she sounds damn good still!

watch it:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JEEVZ0cZExA

original versin by Keri Hilson feat. Neyo & Kanye West:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hOCkZsP979w&annotation_id=annotation_698169&feature=iv

enjoy! (:

ah. life's as mundane as ever.
some days, i have the heart of a horse to plough through a day of intense revision.
other days, i have the oil content of a biscuit to do any of that.
yup, today's precisely a day like the latter.
so here i am, slacking to my heart's content, until i'm guilty enough to face that mountain again.

had a scary dream last night.
i dreamt that i was living my last day, knowing it was my last.
and it was horrible.
despite knowing i was going to die, all i could do on my last day was go through the motions of a normal day at school, spending my time with the same ppl as i always do every oher day.

when i woke up, i thought through my dream.
it really is horrible to have nothing exciting in life.
and it really is horrible to not have a special someone in your life whom you know without a doubt is your most important person. to not have someone like that before i die, i don't want that! i will definitely find that special someone for me.

oh wells, just some revelation.
bbye till next time =3

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LAST DAY OF LECTURES AND TUTORIALS!

Friday, August 28, 2009 20:46

in other words:
PRELIMS AHOYYYY!
the pressure's on, everyone jiayou okay (:

jialin, jw and i left our "marks" somewhere in school a few weeks ago, using our name stickers for some QSE school quality survey

guess where, lols

i've discovered a love for fruit wine.
18-and-aboves, lookout for this!

wine that 100% does not have fart taste.
yummy xD

and the worst thing that i did to me this week:

i ruined my toenail again :(
need to learn to slap my own hands...
but at least it doesn't hurt as much as it looks.
but... it is really 见不得人 now
sadddd...

with the start of the study break, i need to start pulling up my socks really, REALLY HIGH.

3 months my dear friends.
3 months.
3.

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FINALLY,

Wednesday, August 26, 2009 22:36

I CAN ACCESS BLOGGER!

dunno if i suay or what
recently, couldn't even get to the blogger mainpage
and i thought it was cuz the server was down or some crap
but everyone else could still blog!
nene erh!

anyway, revision galore so far so my life ain't interesting at all.
... not as if i can honestly say i've been working dilligently la
...ok, now i'm guilty =(

watched damn lot of shows on my pod recently:
17 Again; Sisterhood Of The Travelling Pants 1; SOTTP 2; My Sister's Keeper; 27 Dresses; Hana Yori Dango Movie; Sex And The City (gee, it was damn explicit).

still on my unplayed movie list:
Marley & Me (i love Owen Wilson & Jennifor Anniston!); Blood: The Last Vampire; Up!; Ice Age 3; Angus, Thongs & Perfect Snogging; Confessions Of A Shopaholic; Legally Blondes; My Girlfriend Is An Agent; Fringe (american TV series); Dream (korean TV series... got Kim Bum! and SHINee is singing the OST again :D).

downloading:
I Hate Valentine's Day (me too now); G-Force; What Goes Up.

now i'm REALLY guilty...
i think my lists are scary.
scary evidence that i'm not studying enough.
haiz.
the As are a bitchhhhhhhhh luh!

random convo with germ:

☆_Ģɛɍᵯαíɳ₤_☆ says:
*he messed up our english, we hear him broken
english talk everyday
*talk broken english*
*speak*
livi: . says:
*LOL
☆_Ģɛɍᵯαíɳ₤_☆ says:
*ROARS
livi: . says:
*tsk tsk
☆_Ģɛɍᵯαíɳ₤_☆ says:
*let me entertain u with a few of his
favourites
*A level = air level
arrow = aerrow, ae as in when u
pronounce the alphabet A
zinc = zynx like lynx with the z replaced by l
assume = azzume
blame = blegm like how u pronounce phlegm
livi: .
says:
*LOLLLLLL
*omg
*best sia

at least she can blame someone (mr lau... isit? can't rmb haha)
i can't even blame anyone for my lousy GP grades, sigh.

what lousiness is this!
back to my boring life now, ciao-

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i am absolutely nuts

Friday, August 14, 2009 02:19

...but still very happy at 2.20AM in the morning.

cuz i finally could convert movies i downloaded to MP4 format. so i can now watch them on my iPod Touch! yipee-dee-doodah~ yipee-dee-yay!

many thanks to jw for recommending me Leawo converter;
many thanks to chea's didi for recommending me PSPISO forums for the movies!

hehheh, jw, i'm now waiting for your RMVB file converter...
then can spam 命中注定我爱你 and 1 Litre Of Tears into my Pod.

i am so glad that i have iPod Touch in my life.
AREN'T YOU JEALOUS?
haha

but i'm jut sad that it can't read PDF files.
cuz i found some eBooks, look so interesting somemore...
"How To Increase Your Height Naturally
2-3 Inches Within 7 Weeks"...
ok la, sure scam de, but makes me happy to think i have a chance so nvm =x
wasted!

oh wellllll...
think recently, exam stress has been catching up on quite a few of my friends, cuz they sue are showing it. don't overstress yourselvs out okay people! all u need is a healthy dose of it, so don't binge on it. fatal, don't play play hor :D

in the education hierachy, i think JC2 students are the most miserable class. ah well, we always think the grass is greener on the other side of the fence, so maybe we're not the worst off. heh

enough nonsense.
adieu! =]

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the battle within...

Monday, August 10, 2009 15:18

i'm happy for my cuzzie.
i really am.

but what about me?

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IT'S NATIONAL DAY AGAIN!

Sunday, August 09, 2009 01:33

yepyep!

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

forever proud to be a Singaporean (:

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Haha i'm in the mood for a random post!

00:21

After clearing up the Himalayas in my room, i finally found...

...my A Levels Chinese Cert!

lol, i was wondering where the hell i'd thrown it for the past few months.

and while packing my econs file, i found a hilarious mistake in the notes:

can you spot it? heh

oh, then while shopping at daiso one day...

seriously? can you even make ANY sense out of it. it just looks like a lump of pubic hair LOL! and i only figured out from germ later that its meant for covering up bald patches -.-"

ok, i'm really feelin' random.

more random photos...

some presentation ceremony at xinmin last year...

some ndp photo last year...
though i must say i like how i look with my hair like that under a cap :D
i think i look good eh! haha
and jw's cheeks look damn pinch-worthy

sf trying to take an act-cute photo, failing miserably and looking like a total retard lol! but this is the most okay photo already, i've seen worse...

oh, i had a breakthrough recently, i wore makeup! but it was just eyeliner la hehheh.
ok la, so it doesn't sound like anything big, but it's quite a hooha for me kay!

o.O the picture doesn't do my first attempt justice, lol
along with my outfit for the 25th Anniversary dinner...

love my shoes, this is only the 3rd time i've worn them since i bought them back in 2007 for Xinmin's Grad Night (:
but ah, these heels are only nice for showing off, not nice for walking. killed my calves for the 24hours following. sia laaaa

which reminds me, WHERE ARE ALL MY PHOTOS JIALIN! AND WHOEVER WHO'S SUPPOSED TO SEND ME! nehneh your think i forget le ah!
-grumblegrumble-

oh yeah, have been re-watching 1 Litre Of Tears (1 Littoru no Namida)!
one of my all-time favourite j-dramas (: it's a real tearjerker, serious. and it's based on a true story, which makes it even sadder to watch... my heart really goes out to patients and their families...

watch it if you haven't! really worth the time (:

and tingyong really made my day today-
my MSN personal message: anyone i know going to Butterfactory after SDD??
tingyong: Butterfactory? sounds delicious
me: declicious? it's a club!
tingyong: o.O i thought it was a mega cakeshop or what
LOL!!!

ok, enough of the randomness xD

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i am a failure as a blogger

Sunday, August 02, 2009 22:24

... not that i'm sorry about it or something, hahas.

anyway, 'tis the season to mug till our brains turn into mush again, sigh. just as i was starting to get serious about my work, i started having the same.... unwanted, unnecessary, uncalled for dreams again for 2 nights in a row. seriously, what's the matter with me.

jed told me "let time be the essence of all wounds". i know that. but, i really wish everything could be forgotten in the blink of an eye. how easy it would be if unwanted memories could be deleted at the press of a button. can't some engineer please build something like that for me, as well as other poor souls out there who are dying to forget things they'd rather not remember?

whatever la. i'll just keep doing my thing. i WILL move past it eventually.

recently shared a little secret with my cuzzie. though we're both gonna go to hell, i'm just glad it's brought us closer (: i miss old times, when my cousins celine and amelia were real close to me and swung by every holiday for stayovers...

recently took to renting and watching 法政先锋II with my mum. call me slow, whatever, lol. but i think the show is really worth following, although the technology doesn't look half as cool as in CSI, but there's more plot to it. and i really like 佘诗曼! (though jw doesn't =p)

her character is awesome and cool in the show! watch it people if you haven't! sadly, she only joined the crew in the 2nd series. i hope there are more sequels to follow up! xD

ok, i know i owe max the shuaige galore owe damn long liao. but paiseh, i'm just a born procrastinator, sorry max! hahas, i can only promise that it will come one day, just no guarantee when :D

yay i feel like a less lazier person now!

all my dear friends, please pull your socks up and jiayou for prelims (for now) okay!
p.s. especially you, fang! on another note, i'm proud and guilty to say even sf is doing a better job than i am =.=

toodles!

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GAHHHHHHH

Saturday, July 18, 2009 23:32

WHY DO I FEEL SO LAZY TO BLOG!

SIAN

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YEEEEEEE.... HA!

Saturday, July 11, 2009 03:37

CT2 IS OVERRRRRR!

what more can i say? :D

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anything but econs!

Saturday, July 04, 2009 22:35

dedicated to germ, who has found her favourite dbsk guy, and any other dbsk fans
(just an excuse to slack lol, but i did find this quite surprising and touching when i found it)

10 most memorable happenings in YUNHO's life:

1. 2004 DBSK got into a car accident. A sedan hit DBSKs van, the driver was pronounced dead on the spot, the van was completely crushed, each member was hurt in different ways. Yunhos neck was very injured.

2. 2005, Nov 18 to 19th, he was running schedules non stop. The minute the camera shuts down, he fainted.

3. 2006, before his concert, his wrist was injured, but he removed the cast for the sake of the performance, during the performance he was bleeding, but he kept on singing. After the performance his hand was completely swollen.

4. 2006, march, barely 20 years old, fainted due to dehydration. His stomach isnt strong, members always stick little reminder notes in his pocket reminding him to eat. Whenever he was trying to care for other members, they would say you should be the one resting right now.. they flew between Korea and Japan every week.

5. For the sake of having a better pitch when he sings and a better, more mature image, he got procelin veneers on his teeth, PV needs to be changed every 10 years, he has gone through numerous discomfort and pain after his procedure. May of 2006, because he was in such pain (his teeth), he was rushed to the hospital right after his performance one night. June, he experienced eve more pain because of it, he could barely eat, his face was so swollen he had to start wearing a mask

6. 2006, July. Concert in Malaysia, knowning his fans have waited forever for him, he gave a perfect performance that fooled everyone, no one could tell that he was trying all his might to hold the pain that was caused by dislocation of his ankles. He insisted on performing for his fans, he had to be carried out after the performance. That performance caused him to be away for one month so he can rest.

7. 2006, October, around 10pm. Something horrible happened, emergency room, different hospitals, cleaning and pumping out his stomach. The suspect has turned herself in. Yunho said shes about my age, I have a sister, so I hope she will receive forgiveness. As for me. No worries. Im fine. Im sorry Ive made you guys worry

8. At an award ceremony, all the members were crying their eyes out, Yunho stayed strong, he held his tear in, he smiled, he kept thanking everyone, but backstage, he shed more tears than the rest of the members combined.

9. At another award ceremony, everyone could tell his eyes were watery and red, but once again, held in it. He bit his fingers.

10. The famous 18 continuous bow. After the MBC dance battle special, he was sick, but he held himself together for the show, backstage, he bowled to every single performer and crew members, the fans captured the total number of times he bowed. 18 times.

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again...

21:18

two nights ago

i had that same dream again

well not completely the same, but the idea is still there

why does it keep coming back to haunt me?

and it affects my mood for the whole day

and i think of it for days to come

damn it

insomniatic
wish i couldn't care so much

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MEGAN FOX IS A MAN (?!!)

Friday, July 03, 2009 01:16

i.am.in.shock... read this:

The internet has been abuzz since this Sunday’s Golden Globes ceremony, where Megan Fox jokingly remarked that she looked like a man.

When interviewed on the red carpet, she said “I look like Alan Alda in drag. I’m a tranny. I’m a man.”

At the time, reporters passed it off as a jovial attempt to cover for her nerves.

However, today she has cleared the air and officially reported: she’s really a man.

Megan Fox was born Mitchell Reed Fox in Rockwood, Tennessee. From an early age, Mitchell showed an interest in both performing and women’s clothing. When having a preacher lay hands on him did not ‘cure’ him of these interests, his parents simply put him on the pageant circuit.

By the age of 13, Mitchell had already started a career as a female child performer called ‘Megan Fox’. Making her debut on an Olsen Twins straight-to-video release, the twins have kept his secret all this time.

As a sweet 16 present, Fox’s parents offered him sexual reassignment surgery, which, given their child’s career, they’d hoped to write off as a business expense. Unfortunately laws prohibit such surgery to be done to minors.

Since then Megan has been working non-stop, and been included on many Hottest Women lists in publications around the world.

Megan, as she goes by now exclusively, also noted this Sunday how much she wants Salma Hayek’s figure. She has even scheduled surgery later this month to get it. After the two met in New York this week, Hayek offered to have a cast made of her bust so doctors can match them exactly on Megan Fox’s chest.

The internet is already speculating whether this news will be worked into the plot of the upcoming Transformers sequel.

-credited, from: http://worldweeklynews.com/celebs/4783/megan-fox-is-a-man/

is it true?
how can a man be so hot! (as in girl-hot!!)

i wanna bang tofu and die.

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TRANSFORMERS: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN

Sunday, June 28, 2009 01:06

totally rocks!

i loved the action and graphics just as much as that in the first installment!!

megan fox is still as hot, and shia lebeouf is still as not =.=

definitely recommended to catch it in theatres! xD

Once bitten, twice shy.

heard this phrase before?

i have smth to add: Thrice, plain stupid. (nvm that it doesn't even rhyme)

my shoes bit me 2x already, and being the stupid fool that i am, i wore the bloody shoes again today, and trust does not pay believe me.

i mean, look at this:

okay, closer...

get my point?

just in case you don't: Females are absolute suckers for nice shoes.

as much as i hate it, it's true, and i can't resist it!

oh well, life's a bitch. geh

anyway, saw lotsa dragonboaters at vivo today. wonder if there was some competition or smth. reminded me of you...

in fact, lots of things reminded me of you, everywhere.

what can i say? Memories live on (:

anyway the main point is:

WATCH TRANSFORMERS: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN OR U. WILL. REGRET. IT.

random pic of the day:

rmb seeing this on my kitchen door? lol

Family Rules my foot.

psst: sorry max, SHUAI GE GALORE postponed. hahas. but i will do it! :D

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Michael Jackson & Farrah Fawcett

Friday, June 26, 2009 19:56

2 Famous Dead

Hailed as "King Of Pop", Michael Jackson -warped both physically and mentally he may be- was a legend. Dead from cardiac arrest. Let's just rmb him when he was still quite normal looking.

Known as the original Charlie's Angels, Farrah Fawcett swept away the hearts of many, famously remembered for her sexy hairdo. Dead after battling cancer.

Moral of the story: Better not to be famous. You can't even die in peace.

lol kidding

anyway, finally finished watching Boys Over Flowers!

i'm so sad i finished it.

it's one of the few shows whereby after completing it, i feel this sense of loss, cuz it's just too darn good to end this early T.T

i want a charming shuaige boyfriend too!
next post will be SHUAI GE GALORE

lotsa lotsa eye-candies and heart-throbs xD

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We all secretly adore green

Wednesday, June 24, 2009 20:45

look at this! :D

don't you think green is a really comfortable colour to look at?
a colour associated with mother nature
a natural beauty (:

bought a glittery red hairband today
jw got purple and fang, pink! (duh)
i'm beginning to like red things too
...like how i'm crazily wanting a red leather case for my pod

smth like this:

better if its bloodred leather, it'll be sooooo cool!
but as it is, i don't mind too la
shall wait for jw's dad to go china or smth
buy overseas cheaper :D:D:D

i really cannot stand the crystal casing
it makes my nicenicenice pod look old and worn D:
and the screen protector is ridiculously scratched up (thank heavens it's not the real screen)
although i'm adopting fang's attitude of
"outside look like sai inside still keep as meimei as new"...
...i still don't want my lovely pod to look so lang bei! T.T

i shall beautify it once i've saved enough from tuition!
i will!

and, today some stupid girl left her ezlink behind. she so rich, must be cab home that's why don't need to ask for it de hor.

i.wonder.who.

WHO AR?

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It's 4 a.m. already

04:03

I am still awake!

new layout, like it lots

spent loaaaads of time editing it hehheh

but now the format of my waywayway previous posts are kinda weird

sadded

but suan le ba lol

kai xin jiu hao

oh ya, also discovered that sf and xiangle's blogskins are from the same designer!

haha so qiao

today, i learnt smth new abt myself:

rainbow coloured things make me happy (:

(psst. hate the crocs in the pic, but happiness triumphs hate!)

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long time no see! :D

Tuesday, June 23, 2009 23:42

CT2 HAS BEEN POSTPONED!
oh no, will the a level rev prog be affected?
will we have less time to prepare?
are we missing more lessons?
oh no oh no oh no...

.... did i mention how frickin GREAT this is? :D:D:D
this news makes me as happy as jelly does

i ate so much that my mum screamed at me D:

anyway, some updates:

went topone with my lovely friends again!

think this time i picked a lot of songs that no one else knew how to sing lol
kudos to fang for attempting to singalong
even though i like playing instruments
i still love singing the most (:
(NB: ying must join us next time k! :D )

have been going back to xinmin to study every day for the past few weeks
miss the shortshortshort travelling time T.T

max joined us one fine day for lunch and stuck around
Poor us mugged and mugged. Meanwhile...

...see what watching Boys Over Flowers does to you?
hilarious

oh, still got...

...see what studying too much does to you?

lol no la, it was taken after topone, before watching Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past
great show, go watch it! :D

oh ya oh ya oh ya
know what?
ALL THE ABOVE PHOTOS WERE TAKEN BY MY NEWWWWWWWWW VIEWTY!
i wanted white, but my mum insisted pink nicer so take pink lor
but ok la, the more i look at it the nicer the pink gets
i quite like metallic baby pink (:

and and and!
i got an IPOD TOUCH too!

lol my parents really spoil me
oh well, haha!

now i'm obsessed with studying while waiting for show dls off youtube, then anticipating slack time to watch them!
currently watching: Boys Over Flowers

i don't wanna look like max D:

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viewty! ipodtouch!

Saturday, June 13, 2009 00:35

ohhhhhSEH.

went pc show just now with fang n jw
walao

viewty $0 offer is only available there ohmytian
I WANT!

then then then
the uob installment plan for ipod touch is so blooody attractive
only pay like 11 bucks per month for 3 years or so at 0% interest can!
the catch: i need someone to lend me uob card
or someone can lend me $388
i can pay u in monthly installlments :D
I WANT!

shit la
i really want it
maybe will run to glenn to borrow
rich guy =p
trusted buddy anyway :D

ahhh
i am such a brandchaser
ok la, its not so much the brand
more of, i like pretty things
and. viewty and ipodtouch are PRETTY THINGS!

but i don't wanna run to my mum to throw 300 plus at me
she'll kill me before i even get a cent out of her
ahh... any kind soul willing to lend me 300 plus? :(
i would be eternally greatful!
haiz

wish i could take on more than 1 tutoring job per week

sigh-

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i dreamt... again

Thursday, June 11, 2009 10:00

last night
i dreamt
that we hadn't broken up after all
funny how things can come back and haunt you
when you think you've tucked it away safely at the back of your mind
giving you a nasty yet pleasant surprise
and you fall for it
even when
common sense tells you
you're just dreaming

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shark sex

Thursday, June 04, 2009 02:35

i am blooooody full
at 2.35 am in the morning
because i procrastinated eating dinner till just now

oh wells
so now i can't sleep!

but i watched quite an interesting documentary just now on evolution -which ties in with what i just learnt in bio before end of term! man, documentaries really beat lecture-given info. as in, the content is the same, but the presentation is more appealing visually in documentaries :D

did u know?
sharks invented internal fertilisation
ie: sharks invented sex
O.O

but shark sex is damn violent
the male bites the female and drags her towards the seafloor
to, erm, do his thing
and the female has been adapted for this violent sex:
female sharks have skin 3x as thick as males
and they have amazing recuperative abilities
cool right!
ultimate 女强人 (鱼?) !

science applied to animals is very interesting to me
otherwise, i would think science is the most boring and the dryest topic on earth
i would rather argue morality with fang or smth =.=

saw some advert about a documentary
of this dude who is researching giant spiders
apparently there were stories of a gargantuan spider that was massive enough to freakin eat a dog
so cool! ...and so gross
will watch it if i rmb to

shit
still feelin bloated

-never eating dinner past midnight ever again-

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newfound resolution

00:18

siewfong's words:
我们朋友当中
其实都是好人
只是我们都有缺点

so true
i want to apologise to a certain someone
but i won't say who :)

i'm sorry, for everything
我知道自己嘴巴很坏
but trust me, i know who my friends are
my newfound resolution is to treat. u. better.
i swear i will try

someone who was once my most important person
once told me
"do u even realise that u always hang out with the same ppl?
ur sec sch friends, ur jc friends, ur gz friends
they are all really the same group of ppl"

at that time, i couldn't say anything
because i couldn't tell if that was a good or bad thing at all honestly
but now
what i want to say is:

so what?
they are the best friends i will ever have
i don't need to have the many different group of friends that you pride yourself in having to split ur time amongst
i just need them
to stand by me all my life
people i can really say i trust amongst many other friends and peers

i really think there's nth wrong with spending majority of ur time with the same group of people
u complain and bitch and gossip and joke tgt
u enjoy each other's company
that's all that matters really

so
i will never again tolerate anyone who comments about who i hang out with
geez, the more i think about what that particular person said
the more i feel annoyed
but, never again (:

so yes
i'm going to treat my friends better
(no success guaranteed though)

ok
i need to study
adieu~

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it's the june holis!

Tuesday, June 02, 2009 21:44

the best line in the entire show
called "Antique Bakery":
I'm a Gay of Demonic Charm

my gawd LOL
million thanks to geri for recommending me this show
roar, malay dragon :D

it's the june holis!
no more co pracs, makes me sad ):
i miss my blond indian laogong
(which is also jed's blond indian laopo)
lying in the co room until the new term begins D:
i miss jas and terie too T.T
boohoo

concert was a blast
although we screwed a few songs
but we still rocked
shocked to hear that a vs audience member said
if we performed longteng for syf, will get gwh O.O
zhen de jia de?
but it's srsly my fave song in the entire programme
i love vjco! (:

now's the time to start piaing for ct2
sibeh sian
if only i could spend the rest of my days with my gz and dbass
and not think about ruddy ole' school
geh

i am currently a bodyguard for somebody from a lot of somebodies
these somebodies reinforced the meaning of "ren bu ke mao xiang" to me man
i will protect my friend all the way!
i sound like a knight in shining armour :D

non-studies agenda for this week:
tmr- joymsg gathering
sat- syco concert (!!) with chea, jw, geri
sun- send nich off with class
need to find a day to tutor chea's bro too D:

i will get bloody As for chem and maths this time
yes i will
everyone jiayou!

can't wait to change my phone mid-june
hope can get my dream viewty
my current phone has been nothing short of bad luck
viewty, wo ai ni, wo yao ni *_*

oh ya, watched dance subaru
with jw, fang, geri, debs, sebas (so extra la this guy)
i thought it was quite lousy
only highlights were dbsk's appearance and the hiphop faceoff
and omg omg omg
my favourite model actually appeared in the show! >.<

GO ARA!
(yes that's her name lol)
i think she is damn pretty :D
she's only a year older than me omg!
to fang:
she's from the same label company as dbsk wor hehheh

and i wanna play numero with chea's sis and bro again!
huising is damn imba at it
scary kid =.=

ok i go slack liao
shit i only revised chem bonding today
sucks to have no more co in my life

sucker

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jw is evil!

Monday, May 11, 2009 00:22

jingwen is evil!

she had more photos which she didn't send me
jw secretly hates me and doesn't want to share her photos with me!
u suck!
(hehheh, u can't say it back to me~
nehni nehni poopoo~)

i feel damn guilty
i literally went on a slacking spree
didn't make good use of my time to catch up on tutorials this weekend
and i'm still going on an outing tmr
currently ridden with guilt ):

speaking of guilt
randomly recalled that night at chompchomp
after ice3, i'd gotten bored with hearing the typical army stories that xl and cheem were telling the rest
think i sorta showed a bad attitude
plus i was dead sleepy from chugging down all that food
feel quite bad about it
then again, i doubt any of them noticed
就算了吧
lol

ok there's no point in this post
haha u sucker

sleep le lohhhh~

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too lazy to blog

Saturday, May 09, 2009 23:10

i feel damn pissed

because

I AM TOO LAZY TO BLOG!

boohoo...

(ok la, shall try now)

wa, damn weird, can you tell that

this:

and this:

are taken from the same camera?

ok la, they actually look okay

but enlarged, the latter has much higher resolution!

jw, your camera is weird! haha

anyway

pic#1 is some random photo taken during xiangle's birthday (i think)

pic #2 is post-syf photo, after lugging instruments back to sch!

i think we look like an immature bunch of happy-go-lucky gangster gathering

like the kind of clownish gangsters you see in taiwan shows who cock up everything

haha, but we look damn cool

love vjco!

screw the tjco person who say we cmi (screw you!!!!! mind u, i just hate the individual who said it. i'm perfectly fine with tj and i know lots of tj ppl. screw you ttm!!!)

we are damn attitude can

but we are fun ppl too

ahh! i love u guys!

know a few of you since sec1

friends forever!

...ugh, so cliche, but so true (:

jas, me, terie (:

(cello/)bass!

hahas, looooove my fellow bassists

we hugged tgt and cried after missing the honours

still quite bitter about it

but, we'll rock the house down with our concert

so jas and terie, don't cry anymore :(

we'll stand up again tgt and bash the judges with our laogongs!

...kidding. bass so precious, spoil le damn heartpain =p

[ NB: stupid cello ppl, run so fast, don't even have a shot with them la! haha jkjk

hope can get a photo with them on the next outing :D ]

chompchomp with jw, jl, fang, chea, cheem and xl:

jw's hair looks damn cool here

cheem n xl so lovey-dovey

sharing dessert

hehheh

anyway

i really wanna thank my bass teacher, frankie:

thank you for giving me the recognition i needed and recommending me to mdmwee for syf(:

and guolaoshi:

for your untold care and concern for co

and for showing us a side of you we never knew when you expressed your apologies for not being able to be with us up there on stage (:

[ enzon says i look like guolaoshi and made me take this photo to prove his point

... i still don't believe it

gah! ]

last of all

the man of the day:

XIANGLE

for your unconditional devotion to vjco

and for bringing out the best in all of us on that very stage (:

(...haha. damn anti-climax

no photo of him

next time ba)

i rock

i typed so much :D

more next time!

I LOVE VJCO

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congrats xmc gold! :D

Thursday, April 16, 2009 23:29

screw my internet!
it just dced and my entire freakin post magically DISAPPEARED
gahh

anyway, to cut the long story short:

i got praised again during co prac today! (:
it really gives me even more motivation to work even harder for co!

then i'm really going to have assessment this saturday:
one round by bass teacher
another by guolaoshi
hope i don't screw it up D:

okay, to end off today's post:
CONGRATS TO XMCHORALE FOR GOLD!
proud of y'all :D

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pmsing meeeee

Wednesday, April 15, 2009 21:12

i puked twice before PE this morning
gross to the max

and i mistook my house tee for pe tee
damn retarded

was like a walking zombie the entire day
especially since i didn't have enough sleep too

but co prac today was good
dbass teacher praised me ^^
"i'm impressed!"
so happy
his praise really made my day (:

i still need to get used to the correct bowing
and i need to memorise scores too!
but it's okay~ i've got the drive to do anything for co :D

and i just found out today
that i have bio mock spa tmr
geh
heck it

i've only had a cup of milo, a da bao, and a cup of apple-orange juice all day
no appetite
i come home, starved, hoping for a delicious meal
only to find 2 of my most hated food laid out for me:
bloody curry party (some soury eurasian curry)
and bloody bittergourd
B L O O D Y M U R D E R
i am so not eating dinner la

i sound like i'm having mood swings
no surprise
cos i just started pms-ing

deal me more
t o l e r a n c e
thanks (:

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haaa... i wanna watch xmc syf ):

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 23:47

haaaa...
i'm getting sadder and sadder
that i can't watch xmchorale's syf tmr T.T
a lot of juniors asked me over msn!
gahh... i really wanna watch ):

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but...

21:25

ever so slightly
it still jolts me...

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i am becoming like sf... and tmr is xmc syf!

18:27

i think i am becoming like siewfong D:
i've been getting increasingly careless recently...

a few weeks back
i dropped my phone from the 2nd storey down the stairs (near canteen there)
and my phone literally dismantled.
and
i left my ezlink on the bus seat and realised it only after i alighted
good thing jw was still onboard so she helped me safekeep it.
last week
while walking around with my french bow
i dropped it twice in 10min for no reason whatsoever D:

today
i dropped my ezlink pouch while walking past the staff room
good thing some kindhearted IP/J1 noticed it and came running after me
then just now
i carried my hw to my table
and dropped my GC
and the batteries all flew out and scattered across my bedroom floor.

zzz. what's wrong with me...

and my dad is nuts
just ytd, in 3 hours,
he(in his bedroom) screamed and whined to my mum(using comp in living room)
"PORKY DO U LOVE MEEEEE!!!!"
at least 15 times
goddamn annoying
nonetheless quite amusing
(and yes, porky is his pet name for my mum)

i want a husband as irritating and cute as my dad in the future x)

TMR IS XMCHORALE SYF!
very sadly, i can't watch cos i don't wanna miss co prac, considering how badly i play already ):
jiayou!... although i don't know any of you anymore la lol.
tmr i shall fidget and wait in anticipation for teddy's sms >.<
CHANT: HUM-MANI-MANI-GOLD. HUM-MANI-MANI-GOLD. HUM-MANI-MANI-GOLD!
(haha... give them gold, give me moneyyyyy. bloody broke.)

on another note
i've been reflecting
while listening to songs

this line struck me:
该记的, 我记得,
爱过就算值得.

i'm glad
i'm fine already.
i really am (:

ok! time to do
h o m e w o r k ~

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walao no assessment!

Saturday, April 11, 2009 21:33

WALAO!
in the end today no assessment
made me worry and depressed all for nothing over the precious holidays D:

but still
i'd really like to thank
jed, amanda, janet, siewfong and many friends
who gave me well wishes
i feel happy knowing i'm loved! (:

therein lies my point
i LOVE knowing
in other words,
i HATE not knowing!

and do you know what i do not know?
I STILL DON'T KNOW IF I'M IN FOR SYF OR NOT!
gah! absolutely sickening luh!
i really REALLY hate it when people don't tell me things
and this applies to every aspect of my life
school, friends, relationships, yadda yadda
so YEAH. please la people, TELL ME!!

i'm like some madwoman haha...
anyway
i've decided to start jianfei-ing!
because clarice told me that she thought i was skinny, so when she saw this bigfatbutted person bending down she didn't think it was me! D:
omg omg omg

I AM FAT!
jeez, the truth hurts
but nvm luh =p
i'll, er, definitely not start exercising
like i've said before, i can never understand the minds of those who put their body through physical torture and tell me that it's fun and relaxing
frankly, that's just oxymoronic, and sadistic
but that's just my own opinion :)
i'll just, er, try to control my urge to eat every single thing edible in sight...
yeah... something like that lol

i love jed's bass
it's soooo easy to press!!!
i'm torturing my bloody pinky every single time i try to press a G#, C#, F# and B on my co bass
and clarice's bass is glossy~
like... a lollipop
i like! :D

if only the bridge wasn't so damn high or smth, maybe it'll be easier on me
or if i had, like, a muscular or fatter pinky
cos mine is just... (quote bass teacher) "thin"

suan le!
i'll just have to try harder!
R O A R

time to reeelax~
happy weekend people :)

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A FOR PW!

01:22

oh yeah, nearly forgot
I GOT AN A FOR PW!

my whole class got A!!
whee~ s37 rocks! xD
thank you sooooo much leeleepok T.T
thank u yinghua, jed, rachel n chengwei for being such awesome pwmates!
love y'all!
:)

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good fri holi!

Friday, April 10, 2009 16:29

i LOVE good friday!
because it's a HOLIDAY!
muhaha

good time to rest
cos i'm still reaching home at 9 on average every single day
damn draining
no time for tutorials at all i swear
but it's quite fulfilling to be able to try so hard for something

tmr is the syf assessment
and i think guolaoshi will fail me for double bass
although i've tried so hard
i honestly think i's still not good enough
but...
haiz, nvm bah
at least i can say i haven't done myself any injustice
cos i've really tried my best le (:

still, i hope i can miraculously pass the assessment
jasmine and the bass teacher are giving me so much help
i don't wanna stop just yet

jiayou!

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gosh. amusing luhh

Monday, April 06, 2009 22:07

some amusing things i heard today...

me: (reading one gp compre author's name) Jacob Bronowski...
shirley: huh? jacob got to sneeze?
me: (reading another author's name) P.V. Rao...
shirley: pv bra?!
me: . . .

amusing, lols

then jed told me smth damn gross just now

jed: he(jed's friend) went for de NS medical checkup 2day
den der was dis acjc guy
dey were supposed to take urine sample wid a bottle
me: O.o
jed: den de acjc guy gt stuck
LOL
LOL
LOL
me: .............

gross, but yet again, amusing
LOL
i really wonder how big (or small, rather) the bloody bottle cap is la
dunno to pity the acjc guy or jed's friend, who had to see, erm... see. yeah. LOL

yay!!!
jed let me borrow strings' double bass to prac!
don't need to rely on people to open the damn music room so that i can practise le xD
woots

i'm still feeling tired
but i'm in a relatively good mood today~
cheers everyone (: